So its taken me a while to come back here.

Alot of stuff has happen in this short time, that I'm really thankful for. Ive been waiting for chance to make something work, and be worth while. Yes I work for Mc'donalds, and yes it shit, but its work and I'm finally bringing in enough to let me sit back and wonder about where I'm going now. Clarke and I have been together for awhile now. His parents are staying with us this weekend and I could not be more excited. I feel like I have grown alot in the last year. Im no longer awkward and childish in my behaviour. I have matured into a person I'm proud of. I work hard, I push to make a living, but I'm happy doing so. I quit Wendy's and took on fulltime @ Mc'donalds. Im working up the ranks there. Slowly but surely everyone is trusting me more and more. I'm sort of the life of the party. I'm the one the managers rely on and it feels good to realize I'm needed somewhere.

I haven't had much time for anything else lately. Next weekend I think I'm going away for the weekend. I feel like I have control of my life now. I smile and laugh more, I'm no longer sullen in my attitude. You do what you need to do for your family right? Well Clarke is my family and I'm still in love with him. But who knows where my future is going??? Its all a mystery.

Anyway, just thought to give you all a shout.